Mhm, I haven't been blogging. I feel no compulsion to blog, but because Xi Nan Tay begged requested, here's a post for y'all :)

1. Parents are in Australia.
2. Linus&I are staying with grandparents in Bishan.
3. Flying off tomorrow for OB Sabah.
4. I have a snazzy new red walking stick.
5. I will use said stick for hiking.
6. And hitting Diondra when she makes bad decisions.
7. Have been sleeping late.
8. Therefore have been waking up late.
9. How amazing is it that Lynn, Ping Hao, Melissa, Shao Min, & I are all going on holiday in approximately the same time frame? Awesome.
10. Christmas party when we all get back.
11. After Christmas, of course.
12. Caught New Moon with Bjorn, Natasha & Linus.
13. Mr Chue doesn't know who Bella Swan is.
14. And RPatz.
15. Therefore, I concluded that he lived under a rock!
16. Bukit Timah has been amazing.
17. Speaking of amazing, Mayt's fanclub has been set up (aMAYzing). Join now! Prizes to be won. Money to be made.
18. Back to Bukit Timah, Vivian's brother looks a hell lot like her.
19. Matilda & I are too busy for Ikea, bye bye plan.
20. Liam & Naomi back together, PERFECT.
21. Were you jealous when I mentioned -?
22. Mahjong is addictive.
23. I know that because I am an addict.
24. Is my register number.
25. Got new red sunglasses.
26. Bb would approve.
27. Need to come up with a better nickname than Bb.
28. Back to Mr Chue's living under a rock, he only knows Harry Potter from Harry Potter.
29. Mr Chue's age.
30. Speaking of crazy fans, Der's fanclub up next (wonDERful). Join now! Prizes to b won! Money to be made!
31. Speaking of money, THOSE CRAZY SEXY HEELS COST $50.
32. Bjorn thinks of them as STRIPPER HEELS.
33. What does Bjorn know?
34. Nothing.
35. I'm joking.
36. Cam-whoring may be fun.
37. But tagging is not.
38. Guys who paint their nails...
39. Gross.
40. Diondra is in deep doo doo.
41. I have taught her how to encourage and how to not encourage.
42. Wei Dong has many moving display pictures.
43. They make me laugh.
44. Wei Dong is very easygoing.
45. And he bullies me.
46. I bet you thought that I was soft & sweet,
47. You thought an angel swept you off your feet,
48. But I'm here to turn up the heat,
49. I'm here for your entertainment.
50. Xi Nan wants to know more about Bb.
51. She doesn't bring M shopping.
52. I want to KTV.
53. Jermaine says I kinda do sing well.
54. I knew that.
55. I would like to thank...
56. DAD MOM BRO GRANDMA GRANDPA etc etc
57. I loved Quinn's random scene with the cow.
58. I loved Quinn's silly routine.
59. I loved Quinn's couldn't help it that's my favourite part outburst.
60. I love Quinn.
61. Bjorn seems uncomfortable with camwhoring.
62. Shops don't like you wearing their stuffsxz,
63. And taking pictures.
64. They will warn you to stop.
65. Then proceed to watch you like a hawk.
66. Bjorn, Linus & I went into a changing room.
67. TOGETHER.
68. To wear hats an take pictures.
69. The salesgirl looked scandalized.
70. Dirty-minded, she must be.
71. We caused a traffic jam on the escalator.
72. Matilda has apple hair.
73. She won't show me.
74. My N97 Mini is the BOOMXZXZ.
75. Mm, what'cha say?
76. Mm, that you only meant well?
77. Well, of course you did.
78. Everyone doesn't want her to be C.
79. Everyone doesn't like her, but think she's good enough to be I.
80. I wash my hands of her.
81. Your love is a symphony all around me.
82. Sent Wei Dong that song!
83. It's cold in my grandparents' room.
84. When I told Mr Chue it was cold here,
85. He asked me where I was.
86. Wished I was actually in some exotic cold country.
87. But, no.
88. Is 8 x 11.
89. Bird Parks are a no no.
90. Zoos with MONKEYS are a yes yes.
91. I love my grandparents!
92. Year Wei Dong was born.
93. Year I was born.
94. Year Linus was born.
95. I might be addicted to Facebook.
96. I am bringing LUGGUAGE to Sabah.
97. Siyin is going to Kota Kinabalu too.
98. Diondra made up a weird place with the initials KK -.-".
99. The cold makes my bones ache.
100. Sentences for you!

I cried a lot last night.

Zhi Xuan, Yan Qing, Liyin, Lenis, Cassandra, Vanessa, Jervenne, Yen Yin, Samantha, Aishwarya, Nicole, Wen Qi, Natalie, Claudia, Sing Ping, Julia, Fiona, and Vanessa.

Thanks for last night.

Jedidah, Felicia, Beatrice, Melanie, and Yale.

Thanks for the 4 years together.

I'm all cried out. I have so much to say, but I'm kind of having writer's block. Sorry, guysxz!

One Tree Hill's the best show around, seriously! I'm so hooked :)

Brooke crying makes me cry too.
And now, Quinn makes me cry.
And Clay Evans too!
And Julian makes me heart melt.

Lovelovelove the show :)

Nathan & Haley are being heartless! How could they fire Clay & sit there while the agency fired him?! How dare they?! They actually thought that Clay can't have a life, can't speak to Quinn, what rubbish. If someone had told them they couldn't be together, they would still do it, right. How dare they, how dare they, how dare they?! TSK.

Millicent sucks tooz. SUCKS. Poor Mouth ):

Mhmm, I LOVE ONE TREE HILL. I think it's the only show that gets me all riled up! It even overtook Gossip Girl in my opinion. Hurhur, imagine that.

Sorry I was so prickly.
It wasn't your fault anyway.

You're the wind that blew my heart away :)


Lazing around, no not really. HAHAHA. Been up @ 7AM every morning, crazy yeah? HAHAHA. Oh, & my phone's kind of dead. Don't bother calling/SMSing. I'm not going to be contactable for a while via phone. IM me instead, I'll leave my computer on, probably. HAHAHA. I want to get a new phone, hopefully this time...

Oh, and in other news!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINUS, LIL' BROTHER.
Hahaha, finally 15, eh? AWESOME. Next year, I can bring you to watch NC-16 shows. But not just yet huh? HAHAHA. We're going out to celebrate sooonxzxz. Bowling, movie & dinner. Shopping? Maybe MJ tonight. We MJ-ed last night. I wonxz :)

Trying to get my mom to buy me a camera. Those bigbig ones which look asdvgshaedbfvygdh coolz! HAHAHA. And uh, a new iPod. TWO new iPods. One small one for running :) And and a new laptop, MAYBE? Or maybe I should just learn from Stalker YiBEI Denya and reformat mine. Hmm, what else what else? I JUST WANT TO SPEND MONEY :) I've already bought like, more than 10 books. More that $200 worth, that's for sure. Don't really see where I can get the time for reading it in between training for OBS & crazy wild outings.

Khadija's party was a blast! My poor falling off toe! HAHAHA, and Khadija actually stepped on it! HAHAHA. Oh dearxz. I can't believe I could've felt that comfortable. It was kind of clique-y though. It was like, 4M & non-4M. Hmm. Plus the non-4M were like, ME, LYDIA, S YIBEI D, YILEI, NICOLE, JIAMIN. Uh, awkward @ first maybe? Mm, whatever. Sometimes you've just gotta stop thinking & have fun yeah?

Bukit Timah on Sunday was WAWESOME. Afiqah, me, Ms Poon & Ms Teh! O.O And then we met Ms Wong who was with my Primary 4 chinese teacher. Talk about wow. Small world. Anyway, going again on Thursday with the OALs. Then going for Campfire. Teez. Must remember to bring a mountainload of shirts to pass to Nicole to pass to Yen Yin. Is that allowed? HAHAHA, Are extra T-shirts contraband @ COALs? HAHAHA. I can't wait eh.

Training @ VJ. Should I or should I not? Still thinking.

I think maybe the Guides'll be back today? I THINK. Hurry, Melxz. We have to plan EPIC parties! I can't waitxz.

Also, mmmmm. I really can't wait for - to be over so I can finally (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) with ! Uh. HAHAHA. I'll probably look back @ this post in future, & be like WHAT IN THE BLUE HELL AM I TALKING ABOUT?! Hahaaaaaa, but whateverxz.

Okay, okay. Going outxz. Yessss :)

I'm not your saviour, save your energy to find out who you are, yeah who you are without me.


Mm, I never thought you'd make my heart race. I cannot, absolutely cannot believe that I'd move my arm just so I could touch you. What's wrong with me, what's wrong with me, what's wrong with me? I don't know.

I wish, I wish, I wish.

Now that it's all going to end,
Do I still need you?
You were the means to an end.
A quick end.
But now, I don't want it to end,
Because I want you around.
I think I may need you.
It's funny because that was never my intention -
To need you.
I was just supposed to use you.
But I lost control,
Somewhere along the way.
And now,
I can't leave you.
How much does that suck?

I have a lot to say, but I really don't know how to say it. There's so many things I want to just scream out loud. I don't know how people can bottle things up, it's so difficult. My days have been filled with Maytavee Tansrisuwarn, Stalker YiBEI Denya, Mellywelly, BAOZI, Siyin, Kellie The Bully, MatilDUH, Diondra, and Xi Nan. In fact, I'm posting 'cos XN made a comment about my not blogging last night. HAHAHA. This'll probably be a no paragraph post, just wanted to drop in. O's have been tiring, I'm drained. And it's just HChinese and the science MCQs. Is it any wonder I just want to go out and play now? Hmm, but ugh, cannot. Kellie will kill me for not studying. As it is, I'm "slacking". HAHAHA. Rights, you. I'm sorry, but I think it's for the best? Maybe? SEE HOW.

I don't think anyone else has juniors who keep saying,

"Go study!" HAHAHAHAHAHA.

I'm gonna change blogs. This blog... the name's nice, so nice. I still miss it's namesake. BUT. IDK. Maybe lar, maybe :)

HEEE. I think my biggest quarrel in Cedar was with you. About Clapman, remember? HAHAHAHA. And then we decided to be MATURE people like how you tell me to be now. Ack, why are you always so reasonable?

HAHAHAHA.

As Yenyin says, when it comes to you...

WHAT ELSE IS NEW?

I can't believe Lydia thought I called her a bunny! HAHAHA. Oh please, Lydia! Bunnies are much cuter than her! HAHAHAHA. Lydia, you crack me uppppppppp :)

Get well soon, we "recce" togetherrrrrrrrrr! :)

My future schoolmate (HOPE DREAM PRAY) and I must get along!

BAD RUBBISH

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. I can't stop laughing. Ping says Transformers are cool. IMPLYING THAT MY TRANSFORMER IS NOT! BUT HE ISSSSSSSSS. HAHAHAHA. Thanks Deryn, for informing meeeeeeeee! MADE ME WHOLE DAY WEEK MONTH YEAR LIFE :))))))))) HEH.

YEAP.

JC talks were intimidating but also motivating. I've made Lydia, Deryn, Maytavee, and Jedidah constantly remind me to study hard. HAHAHA. And it helps that all of them are smart like whoa. HAHAHA. Anddddd MR K WILL BE MORE ENCOURAGING! WOW! Seeing as I need his subject... HAHAHA. HE BETTER BE.

:D

You tried, but failed to hold back a smile.


I forgot how much I missed you. And everything's just not the same. I'll make it up, I will. Because your smiles are all I dream about and your voice makes me shiver inside.

& you've got a smile that could light up this whole town.



really :)

was kinda hellish.

onto Taylor Swift's You Belong With Me

blogging anymore

here with you.

that girl

I'm running and not quite sure where to go.



I don't understand you. I don't understand me when I'm with you. I don't understand us, what we have. This is the STRANGEST thing ever, really. I'm serious. I'm babbling. ARGH. I want you out of my life, but I want you in. I want to forget you, I want to be a fly on your wall.

YOU + ME = STUPIDITY

Awesome.

When I see you, it's like it's like...

I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE.